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I had the worst dream: it was my wedding day and it was at the reception and apparently I had literally just come out of some sort of fugue state that I had been in for MONTHS. Like I said in the dream, it was like I woke up and there I was, standing in the middle of the reception.

And worst of all, [livejournal.com profile] eurii was nowhere to be found, so Caleb had to be my bridesmaid stand-in. (Not in a dress, Caleb.) And [livejournal.com profile] bigangry wasn't there either, and I couldn't remember if he had RSVPed or not. And then I realized I didn't know if anyone had RSVPed, because I couldn't even remember sending out the invitations, because of the aforementioned fugue state.

But at least everyone liked my dress!

I think this must be some sort of metaphor.

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Stupid Johnrouse got a stupid job in stupid LA and he's leaving in two weeks and he's taking my Erica with him and now I will only have one local bridesmaid, and now we have no one to hang out in Baltimore with, and definitely no one to do Halloween with.

It is probably a really good opportunity for John, and Jeremy, despite his sadness over losing one of his best friends to the west coast, is really trying to be a good sport and be happy for him. I, on the other hand, have no such inclination, and have decided to just be pissed off.

The whole thing just fucking sucks. john is so selfish

OH MY GOD

Feb. 6th, 2011 06:17 pm
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OH MY GOD STOP RAILROADING MY WEDDING





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I CANNOT GET ENOUGH OF THIS.

Anyway! So, guys, I went DRESS SHOPPING today and LO, I found one! Second dress I tried on. It is so pretty, and it seemed silly to keep going when I knew that that dress was going to be it. Oh, it ended up a bit more expensive than I was hoping... But at least that's over and done with! WHEW. It is not this dress, but is very very similar. My only little niggling concern is that it's sort of an off-white rather than the BRIGHT WHITE (or "optical white" as the girl, Jess, put it) I seem to see everywhere else. But Jess reassured me that the off-white is sort of in vogue right now, and also I have pretty pale skin and me in white can sometimes be jarring. (O HELO CORPSE BRIDE?)

TOMORROW: I cross my fingers really hard that (a) my #2 reception place (second only to the Cloisters, which seems like a pipe dream) is available and (b) my dad is willing to foot the bill. :x
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